I wonder if you keep it

you broke a heart

and gave me half

of pendant that we shared

you said its our love

and chained it on your neck

now years had gone

and half of love

been kept away and hidden

because its other half

i wonder, if you keep it

shall I return

or ask to give me

the missing part of love

because the broken heart

i wanna fix it

so i can try again to love

To a Soldier …….

I looked at you right outside the window

you were just stepping of the porch

and suddenly i felt the shiver

from thought that never should be heard.

I run to you before you reach the cab

and i did screamed your name so loud

and my bear foot were cold and numb

and we could her the both heart pound.

you swift me of the foot and took me back

and told me just to think of other new life

that was just couple weeks away

that growing slowly, right inside me

the new life born, and its a boy

with everything that says about you

and now he hanged your army uniform

above the folded flag in his room

Streetlight…… and a shadow

I see your shadow at the corner

the street light is my spy

why did you come again

I wonder

just to be sure that i am ok?

I will pretend that you’re unnoticed

like all the other days

the streetlight later gonna show you

you way from me away

I hope your shadow wont be here

tomorrow and the other day

i hope that you will finally get over

what done is done, now it’s my pain

now we are strangers, just two people

who share the planet earth

without light there is no shadow

with out you there is no hurt

Why….

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while i was waiting for the rain to hide my  heavy tears

your brought her an umbrella and sheltered her from fears

and all what i was thinking and crying our loud

why couldn’t God had made me, the one with you so near.

Hope…. For falling star

Those billion of stars that shine

to make us feel so fascinated

and we just wait for them to fall

for wish that never will be granted

Another start had fallen hard

and broke into a million pieces

and take away the wish I’ve made

yet one more time to no existence

Again I left with nothing but a  hope

while looking at the dark sky

that other star will start to fall

so i can make a wish that can be granted

Present…. is Today

Yesterday

is day that over

and tomorrow

day is yet to come

may be it’s a present

that you need to open

to find out

what you have right now

if somebody could have told you

day and time when you will die

you would cherish every second

every second will be live

think of present as a last one

you will never get it back

live it so you can remember

every day of your own life.

.

Narrow … Walk

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the narrow street

with side tall lights

it takes me to nowhere

and I just walk

and i just wait

for lights go off

for sun to rise

then i will see

that street still narrow

and all i have is bricks on sides

the side lights soon

come back to live

while i still walk

my walk to nowhere

will never change

there’s no way back

because the road

that left behind me

is long enough

as long as life

has been too long

Corssroad… traffic light… and me

I am standing now at crossroad of my life

and traffic light is showing yellow

I have few seconds to decided

few second just the seconds

and all my body starts to shiver

and brain is out of control

i am who standing at the crossroads

will have to now decided my life

another second gone with nothing

i have less time to think

the traffic light has change the color

it’s red …. Oh Shit!