they say don’t look behind your path
and keep on moving forward
but longing of those faces left behind
is much much stronger

what if your deeds you’ve done is better
than what you gonna do ahead
what if your life was longer
what if that was a life you left

right now to live this world is harder
so hard its like those squeezing shoes
that make you stop from walking forward
and makes you call it for an end



One of my friends told me the other day “I am excited about my future, even if i am facing lots of shit right now, i am still looking forward to live this life ans see myself in 10, 20 years”

my first thought was ” wow” and then “is he trying to impress me?”.

Of cause if you will ask me i guess i am too, wondering what future will bring, i even wonder what tomorrow will bring to me, by the way i am having a very important job interview tomorrow, that might change a lot in my life, a lot is like a new direction, new filed, new people. But……

Present, today, right now is making me so busy that i have no time to think about future at all, unless i have sort of arrangments made for a weekend.


if you read this, let me know how often you think about your future, and if you think i really need to change my life and start to think only about future, and not how to survive today, right now, this moment,

You are right i am not living in a Jurassic park when i have to watch my back and try to survive, but still my life is very similar to it.