NO

no words, no thoughts no understanding

no rain, no sun, no wind no air

no love, no feelings no compassion

no heart, no soul, nothing compare

no life, no birth, no mother and no father

not kind,not angry, just be plain

not seen, not heard and stop pretending

no meaning and no answers in this world.

one step two step the end the stop

the wall the stones no way to go

no human and no species NO

there’re two letters in this word

Two Rings – 10 –

– Alex! Alex!

Bong was trying to wake up his friend, they were late, but what was more confusing is how come they were in Young’s house not at Leah’s apartment. Before they all got drunk he clearly remembered Tina giving instruction to the bodyguards to take them to Leah’s place. Mr. Dan was already in the kitchen waiting for them to have breakfast.

– Alex wake up, your father is waiting for you.

Door opened and Dan entered the room. Bong gave a bow to his friend’s father and said

– I am sorry for this, i should have looked after him. I am sorry i can not wake him up.

Dan was looking at his son, who was still fighting with the alcohol in his blood, he looked at him and said.

– My son grew up a good man but bad drinker. I think i should have teach him at least this in this life.

Then he turned to Bong and gave him a smile.

– Don’t worry, if you are ready come and have breakfast with me, or you rather to wait for Alex.

Bong had a nervous smile on his face, and he didn’t know what to reply.

– Come and have a hang over soup, it will help you and leave Alex, let him sleep it over.

Dan took glass of water from the stand and make Alex to drink some water, Dan raised Alex’s head and said

– Drink a honey water it will help you,

Bong was so surprised to Dan’s reaction, he was expecting something completely opposite.

On the way to the kitchen Bong met Tina, who looked like nothing had happened last night, she was dressed in a comfortable closes but she had her make up on and she smiled to Bong and asked

– Are you ok?

– Tina, you look like you never drink last night.

Tina smiled and young boy and said

– This comes with years of experience. Come let’s have breakfast.

Bong had noticed that Tina and Dan hardly spoken with each other over the meal, they did not even looked at each other much and this whole situation made Bong feel more uncomfortable.

Mr. Lee was sitting in the car waiting for Leah to finish with the pictures of the land, it has been more than an hour since they have arrived to this place, they had to take last boat today so she did’t wanted to waste any of her time, they have come here before the sun rise, she wanted to see the view on the sunrise, she said that she wanted to make sure her father had a clear view on a sunrise every morning from his window. He was looking at her from the car and his thought took him to the day when he first met her. Leah’s real father had hired him to drive Leah to school. She was such a sweet child, he remembered how she greeted him for the first time

– Mr. Lee, nice to meet you, now we will have to see each other almost everyday, please take a good care about me, because when i will grow up i will take care about you.

Those words were forever engraved in his heart, from that moment he took care of her as if she was his own child. The day when her parents had tragically died, he had no doubt that he would follow her no matter where she will go, It was his luck that Mr. Young took him without any doubts, just for a sake of Leah’s feeling, he even thanked Mr. Lee for his loyalty towards to Leah.

That day when she was kidnaped Mr. Lee was away, he was visiting his sick father, on the same day his father had passed away and he had to stay back. He never knew about what happened till he resumed back to work. He left the job the same day, without saying even a word to Leah, he just send her a note with the simple ” I am sorry I could not keep my promise”, he could not look at her face after all what happened.

The very next day Leah came to his house by her self and begged him to come back. ” I can not lose one more person in my life” she said to him, wile they both sit opposite each other on their bend knees.

Mr. Lee was asking for her forgiveness

Leah begged him to stay by her side.

Mr. Lee then moved with them to states and spend many years taking care  about Alex and Leah, when they all returned to Korea Mr. Lee finally got married and when he finally started to think that everything was normal, Tony passed away and Leah again was in emotional disorder. He was worried about her a lot.

The day when she had decided to move to Busan, she invited him for a dinner, while telling him about her decision to move, she as well was telling him about her decision not to take Mr. Lee with her, instead she had requested to send another two body guards with her, one for her and one for Alex, as per her it was only because of her father, she did’t want to have more reasons to worry about him, and as along as Mr. Lee gonna look after her father, she will be at peace, leaving him in Seoul and move to Busan. He knew that she didn’t want to take him with her, because she didn’t want him to leave his family. No arguments were accepted, thou they both knew that Dan had a strongest security in the country.

Mr. Lee was looking at Leah; now all grown up, she indeed took care of him all this times, she paid  his wedding expenses, she send his children to the best school, she helped him with the house.

” Pleas take a good care about me and when i will grow up i will take a good care bout you”

Those words where always in his mind, even when he found Rick’s father drunk on the streets and he made sure this man was never sober.

– Mr. Lee we can now go back to the hotel, i need to change for a meeting I will pack my staff and keep them in the car so we can straight move to the port.

– I have requested a breakfast to be ready in your room, please make sure you eat something before you leave the hotel.

Leah smiled at Mr. Lee who was looking straight and concentrating on a driving.

– Thank you.

She said and looked outside the window

– you are going to build a beautiful house here. I have no doubt

– thank you.

Being proud of…….

This days I more often see how people post on their SNS words ” I am proud being Indian, or Russian, or Canadian, or Ukrainian etc” I don want to sound sarcastic, in my case i am not sure what i have to be proud of. I am Korean ( will never know if i am from South or North, because when my great grand parents left Korea it was one) I was born in USSR and right now holding Uzbek Passport. I can say i am proud of being Korean, or proud that i have experienced life during soviet Union, and i love Uzbekistan, it was always my home country.

What i want to say is, i rather see people say that they are proud of being humans, I think this will sound more sincere to this world right now.

TO MY MAMA

what would you say my dear Mama

when i will ask you for a day

to trade the places with me my Mama

i want to know how does it feel to have me as your child

you gave me love and gave your treasure

of youth and freedom and your future plans

i took from you the best you had to offer

and now i want to know if i do treat you well

i want to know if you are happy Mama

for raising me as daughter i am now

i want to know what you are feeling

each time i call you Mama on the phone

i want to learn regrets and sadness

you’ve felt when i have made you mad

i want to feel the heartache  that i’ve given you

feel all those years when i have lived away

i want to know if you are knowing

that love i have for you is great

i am so thankful i am thankful

so thankful Mama, my Mama you are great

YOU ~ G.SOUL LYRICS

http://youtu.be/Mt3D4H93hNs 

Romanization Korean Translation

eotteon mareul halji
eotteoke malhalji
amuri saenggageul haebwado
teong bin i noteupaedeucheoreom
haru jongil anja saenggakhaebwado
saenggangnaneun geon
neo
neo malgon geu nugudo nan baby
amudo pillyo eobseo
No
nae meorissogen ontong neo baby
All I need is, all I need is you

amuri sseobwado
gyesok jiwobwado
saenggangnaneun mari eobseoseo
na ireon mal wollae jal haljul mollaseo
jogeum babogachi deullideorado
saenggangnaneun geon

neo
neo malgon geu nugudo nan baby
amudo pillyo eobseo
No
nae meorissogen ontong neo baby
All I need is, all I need is you

jamsi i noraereul deureojwo
neol bomyeon sigani meomchwo oh baby
mari jal naojil anhado
arajwo nan ojik neoppuningeol
Baby all I ever need is you

All I need is you, all I need is you
Baby all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
hae jul mari igeo bakke
All I need is you

neo
neo malgon geu nugudo nan baby
amudo pillyo eobseo
No
nae meorissogen ontong neo baby
All I need is, all I need is you
All I need is, all I need is you

neo malgon geu nugudo nan baby no
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you

어떤 말을 할지
어떻게 말할지
아무리 생각을 해봐도
텅 빈 이 노트패드처럼
하루 종일 앉아 생각해봐도
생각나는 건

너 말곤 그 누구도 난 baby
아무도 필요 없어
No
내 머릿속엔 온통 너 baby
All I need is, all I need is you

아무리 써봐도
계속 지워봐도
생각나는 말이 없어서
나 이런 말 원래 잘 할줄 몰라서
조금 바보같이 들리더라도
생각나는 건


너 말곤 그 누구도 난 baby
아무도 필요 없어
No
내 머릿속엔 온통 너 baby
All I need is, all I need is you

잠시 이 노래를 들어줘
널 보면 시간이 멈춰 oh baby
말이 잘 나오질 않아도
알아줘 난 오직 너뿐인걸
Baby all I ever need is you

All I need is you, all I need is you
Baby all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
해 줄 말이 이거 밖에
All I need is you


너 말곤 그 누구도 난 baby
아무도 필요 없어
No
내 머릿속엔 온통 너 baby
All I need is, all I need is you
All I need is, all I need is you

너 말곤 그 누구도 난 baby no
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you

What should I say?
How should I say it?
No matter how much I think about it
It’s like this empty notepad
All day I sit and think
But the only thing I can think about is
You
Anyone else besides you, baby
I don’t need
No
In my head, it’s all you baby
All I need is, all I need is you

No matter how much I write
Even if I keep erasing
There’s nothing I can think of
I don’t really know how to say these things
So even if it sounds a little stupid
The thing I think about is

You
Anyone else besides you, baby
I don’t need
No
In my head, it’s all you baby
All I need is, all I need is you

Listen to this song for a bit
When I look at you, time stops oh baby
Though these words aren’t coming out that well
Please know that it’s only you for me
Baby all I ever need is you

All I need is you, all I need is you
Baby all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
This is the only thing I can say to you
All I need is you

You
Anyone else besides you, baby
I don’t need
No
In my head, it’s all you baby
All I need is, all I need is you
All I need is, all I need is you

Anyone else besides you, baby no
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you